"Kasi nagkaroon ako ng scholarship based sa grades ko kaya okay lang'yon. Hindi okay
kung ibang tao—"
"That's the point! I'm your husband, Ryla! Hindi ako ibang tao!" I snapped again, finally
having that courage to see through this argument.
You thought I'd fold just because you caressed me, huh?
Kahit pa sa kompanya ko siya magtrabaho para makapag-ipon ng tuition, hindi pa rin ako
sang-ayon. Alam kong gusto niya lang namang paghirapan ang gastusin niya, pero kailan naman
siya aasa sa akin?
I got that she's used to being independent. I already knew that she could be independent. I
had proven that and maybe it hurt my ego every time I thought about it. That she could live
without me, while I was a wreck without her. Pero kailangan ba talaga sa lahat ng pagkakataon
ay independent siya?
"We're partners! I know you want to pay for the things you want in life. I get that. Our
company pays for scholars, Ryla. Tapos ako? Mismong asawa ko, bawal bayaran ang tuition?
That doesn't make sense to me!"
Kinagat niya ang labi niya.
"I pay for your tuition because I'm your husband and I think you deserve it because you
have good grades!" The fuck I cared about the latter, but I included it so it would make her feel
better.
She chuckled as if she knew what I was doing.
"If there is anyone who would deserve to pay for your wants and needs, it's me. Okay?"
Bumuntonghininga siya.
"Kapag naka-graduate ka na at nagtrabaho na, wala akong pakialam kung gusto mong
bilhin ang mga gusto at kailangan mo gamit ang pera mo. Pero kahit ito na lang, ibigay mo na sa
akin!" It's just a bargain. Of course, I'll provide her everything
"Fine, Roscoe..." aniya at hinatak na ako para yakapin.
I was still in the middle of my heated anger, but the way she folded and touched me only
gave me relief.
My mother always said that I was lucky to have her because she was a kind woman. I
agreed with that, but she always made it sound like I would not be getting headaches. Ang totoo,
lagi na lang akong nagagalit. Nagbabago din ang galit ko tuwing hinahaplos niya ako.
Ang bilis ko laging bumigay. At kapag naiisip ko iyon, natatakot ako bigla.