
The teacher smiled at them when they put all the
sounds together and got a word right.
But when Trisha looked at a page, all she saw
were wiggling shapes, and when she tried to sound out
words, the other kids laughed at her.
“Trisha, what are you looking at in that book?”
they’d say.
“I’m reading!” she’d say back to them. But her
teacher would move on to the next person. Always
when it was her turn to read, her teacher had to help
her with every single word. And while the other kids
moved up into the second reader and third reader, she
stayed alone in Our Neighborhood.
Trisha began to feel “different.” She began to
feel dumb.
4
The harder words got for the little girl, the
more and more time she spent drawing –how she loved
to draw! –or just sitting and dreaming. Or, when she
could, going for walks with her grandmother.
One summer day she and her grandma were
walking together in the small woods behind their farm.
It was twilight. The air was sweet and warm. Fireflies
were just coming up from the grasses.
As they walked, Trisha said, “Gramma, do you
think I’m…different?”
“Of course,” her grandma answered. “To be
different is the miracle of life. You see all of those
little fireflies? Everyone is different.”
“Do you think I’m smart?” Trisha didn’t feel
smart.
Her grandma hugged her. “You are the smartest,
quickest, dearest little thing ever.”
Right then the little girl felt safe in her
grandma’s arms. Reading didn’t matters so much.
5
Trisha’s grandma used to say that the stars
were holes in the sky. They were the light of heaven
coming from the other side. And she used to say that
someday she would be on the other side, where the
light comes from.
One evening they lay on the grass together and
counted the lights from heaven. “You know,” her
grandma said, “all of us will go there someday. Hang on
to the grass, or you’ll lift right off the ground, and
there you’ll be!”
They laughed, and both hung onto the grass.
But it was not long after that night that her
grandma must have let go of the grass, because she
went to where the lights were, on the other side. And
not long after that, Trisha’s grandpa let go of the
grass, too.
School seemed harder and harder now.